I realized without doubt earlier that I am completely overly-dependent on my boyfriend for my happiness. I mean, obviously, I rely on God, but when Casey's gone? I get way more upset than I should be. He shouldn't be what makes me content all the time. I'm not sure exactly how I should fix this. Do I just make it my goal to make God first, as He already should be? Or should we take a little time and take things easy, because of the aforementioned reason. I'm really at a loss right now, and I don't know what to do.
I doubt anyone reads this, but if you do, help? Any advice (preferably based in God's teachings) that might help me?
Well, pray for us, and God Bless!
