So, after I sent Micah a copy of my last blog, she sent me this response. I almost cried! Well, I would have if I hadn't been at work (lol). It makes me even more glad that I am blessed to have her as a friend! So...:
Okay...you almost got me to cry...and you know that's a big deal! But I am speechless. Seriously, you know that I feel the same. I can't tell Kelly or Paige or my mom how much I deeply desire to be married (even though, if they asked, I would tell them).
I was actually just thinking last night: If I had to start planning a wedding RIGHT NOW, who would I choose as my Maid of Honor? Well Jacs (I hope you like your new nickname), I choose you! While my other friends are great and I know that they are there for me, none of them have shown the loyalty that you have shown me within the last year. If I need to be irrational and selfish for a few minutes, you let me...and then you snap me back to reality. You humor me and let me call you at crazy hours to let me cry to you that my boyfriend (should we really even call him that? It was 10 DAYS!) just broke up with me with the classic "Christian" excuse.
It's so funny that I was just thinking about the exact same stuff. While all of my other friends have been great through the years, none can compare to you, Jacqueline Marie. I love how when the things in my life get ridiculous (and ridiculous is the right terminology because I have never had as much drama in my life as I have with the past semester), you match my hysterical condition and then take it to the next level. You get angry FOR me, and I love it!
Maybe I just try to see too much of the good in people, but I cannot see you as the Jr. High girl who lashes out at her mother. That doesn't even fit the description of the Jaci that I know! But it helped make the Jaci that I know and love today. I wish you were here with me every second of every day so that I wouldn't have to call you with updates or send you Facebook messages. And I REALLY wish that I could just sit in "the chair" and all my problems would go away.
By the way, you are NEVER allowed to get rid of that chair because even when we are old, I will still barge into your room/house and sit in that chair and tell you what stupid thing some boy (husband? son?) has done.
By the way, I have been meaning to tell you how blessed you are to have Casey in your life. I know that we constantly tease him about being a tortoise, but trust me, it's WAY better than the hare. Think of it as a dance. Casey is taking his time to make this dance as memorable and beautiful as it should be, and I really hope you appreciate that. Enjoy every moment with him. He's the first guy that I have been truly okay with my friend dating. Paige and Jordan are good together, but there is something magical about seeing a couple who, above all, is trying to glorify God. If you two wrote a book on dating, I would buy it!
Anyways, I love you and am done with "Breaking Dawn" (omg! Go buy it!). So, call me, Facebook me, whatev.
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